saturday isn't always good

saturday always be my bad day .. even though i'm single or have a couple.. still looking for some food by my self, eating lonely with some boring television program, and watching my neighbor's dating.. i tell you : it really really makes you feel alone !

alone ??

oh yes i am alone..

my friends back to their hometown..getting along with their family, their boyfriend, their friend..and i'm being freaky sitting alone in this situation.. trap with stuck situation.. i try hard to pass every saturday or holiday in Surabaya.. i hate weekend ! my BF lives in surabaya too but it feels like he lives here but i live in Wamena ..@,@ (oopss..)

okay let me tell you know guys that i'm a jealous girl.. haaha..yeah but that's the fact.. for me relationship is consist of two important things : HONESTY and LOYALTY .. and for me (again) i hope the feed back happen in me.. honesty make us feel that we are (as their couple) confessed and loyalty make the honest,trust appears. emmmmhh.. it's so hard for me..i really really love my BF but .. he over careless how to keep my feeling .. it doesn't matter for me..i'm a big girl and big girls don't cry (thx fergie :D )..but sometimes i come to some level that i couldn't annoying it, then make me sad..mad..lonely or another negative feelings..blowing on my mind..mixing it with ego and fighting with my brain..
so here i am .. now i'm in that bad bad situation.. saturday oh saturday.. when you will bring nsome happiness for me.. like other girl has.

nb: my love one and me ..

*super human*

harvard i'm in love

hai,,hello everybody.. good afternoon by WIB time x)

well i'll always say that it was so long that i didn't wrote in this site.. yeap facebook.. twitter already messed up and blow my idea to share something.. let say i forget how to telling you guys about my silly day hehe.

hmmm.. yesterday i watched a movie.. "social network" with my dear (read: dear not deer!), okay this movie was so made my brain cramps for 2 hours.. this guy Mark Zuckerberg (Jesse Eisenberg) was so so so brilliant.. actually i don't really know about the movie is .. they talked about technology, calculus or something cruelly number (on my head).. but they offered something in it.. HARVARD .. god dam* !! i can felt the atmosphere of HARVARD.. their life..their life style..hmmm and one thing i found someone who is has a same major with me : Eduardo Saverin (Andrew Garfield). AAAAAAAAAAAARRGHH zeus help me !!

okay back to my story.. Eduardo is a student in business major..head of investor in their campus..my god! (again) he can counting about the investment without calculator or even sucks financial calculator... he count it by his brain.. count..act..and make decisions for their company.. he was cool ..really i do.. my BF said i get my interest with him because his handsomeness.. (yeah a little bit) but far from that, i really really crazy about eduardo's brain..eduardo's chance school in harvard university : economic major B) viva economic !! ^^

finally my assessment about "soci (social network) is 5 from 7.. i recommended for you who major in technic or computer major..it can motivate you to found innovation like Zuckerberg did..
okay.. have fun guys

nb: my BF majoring in computer control as long as this movie played he always said " pinter ya ni orang" =)

1st of all.. happy new year 2011 semuanyaaa.. walah ga terasa ya hari bergulir cepet banget..oke sehubungan dengan tahun yg baru, semestinya juga ada resolusi baru dan semangat baru..ada pacar baru juga sepertinya :p ..

tanggal 1januari 2011 saya terbangun di pagi hari tanpa resolusi hidup untuk setahun kedepan..bad?o yeah really bad.. tanggal 2januari 2011 tidak ad perubahan samapi akhirnya saya nonton acara rachel ray..disitu jd tmp inspirasi dadakan..ada orang bule di luar sono yg ternyata bernasib sama ama gw..bangun di taun baru tanpa tujuan idup apapun..

Pada intinya si dia akhirnya belajar dari buku..12 ahli di 12 elemen2 hidup..kayak nabung.. terus ngurus anak..belajar lebih sabar..olahraga dll.. yaaa mungkin bisa saya tiru..jadi ada semangat baru ni buat 12 bulan kedepan..

untuk 2011 si punya pepatah jadi2an yg berhasil keluar saat nongkrong di kamar mandi.. face all your fearness ! yap..2011 bakal jd waktu saatnya ngadepin semua yg jadi ketakutan gw di 2010..skripsi..wawancara kerja, dan hal hal lain yg ga bisa saya share di blog ini..so my followers doakan semoga saya bs nyampe resolusi gw tahun ini..amin..sukses juga buat kalian..semoga punya resolusi idup buat 2011..happy new year all!!! :D